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i've started a food diary because i need to lose 10 lbs by january. i was SUPER reluctant to start one because i knew it'd get me down about how much i ate in a day. because i've started one, i've been purposefully limiting my food intake...so, i'm not sure how accurate it is since it doesn't really reflect my food habits.
the type of person i am though is that i can get a pretty bad attitude about things. so, i first started out by limiting my food intake. then, i progressed to a "FUCK THIS SHIT" attitude and proceeded to purchase a twix bar from the vending machine at my work. i havn't eaten it yet....but, i already have a "FUCK YOU" attitude today because of the stupid food diary.
FUCK YOU, YOU DELICIOUS TWIX BAR WITH YOUR CHEWY CARAMEL AND LOVELY COOKIE TEXTURE COATED WITH SWEET MILK CHOCOLATE. FUCK YOU.
this is hopeless. i think i was better off not starting one.
next...i've decided that the phrase and secular way of thinking "things happen for a reason" is totally bull shit.
things that you have no control over happen for whatever reason you wish to apply to the event to justify its utter randomness and make yourself feel better.
when in actuality, it just happened cuz it did. if people were involved in it, it happened cuz others are retarded and self-centered. just like you. or, if YOU made it happen, well obviously, YOU should know why it happened, no?
so, there's no rhyme or reason to it. there's no religion. there's no god. all things we made up to make sense of this nonsense. we're animals. we just do what we like.....like eat chocolate. things just happen cuz that's what's supposed to happen. otherwise, we'd all be doing a whole lot of nothing.
one CAN MAKE things happen. yes, we can. why? cuz we're just trying to fulfil our needs (consume refined sugar, please) or feel useful and not like we're a waste of atoms and molecules. and, water. space.
i'm going to eat my twix bar. that's what i will make happen. after that, i'd rather not discuss my mental state.
i made absolutely no sense. blame it on my lust for all things made with sugar.
i've started a food diary because i need to lose 10 lbs by january. i was SUPER reluctant to start one because i knew it'd get me down about how much i ate in a day. because i've started one, i've been purposefully limiting my food intake...so, i'm not sure how accurate it is since it doesn't really reflect my food habits.
the type of person i am though is that i can get a pretty bad attitude about things. so, i first started out by limiting my food intake. then, i progressed to a "FUCK THIS SHIT" attitude and proceeded to purchase a twix bar from the vending machine at my work. i havn't eaten it yet....but, i already have a "FUCK YOU" attitude today because of the stupid food diary.
FUCK YOU, YOU DELICIOUS TWIX BAR WITH YOUR CHEWY CARAMEL AND LOVELY COOKIE TEXTURE COATED WITH SWEET MILK CHOCOLATE. FUCK YOU.
this is hopeless. i think i was better off not starting one.
next...i've decided that the phrase and secular way of thinking "things happen for a reason" is totally bull shit.
things that you have no control over happen for whatever reason you wish to apply to the event to justify its utter randomness and make yourself feel better.
when in actuality, it just happened cuz it did. if people were involved in it, it happened cuz others are retarded and self-centered. just like you. or, if YOU made it happen, well obviously, YOU should know why it happened, no?
so, there's no rhyme or reason to it. there's no religion. there's no god. all things we made up to make sense of this nonsense. we're animals. we just do what we like.....like eat chocolate. things just happen cuz that's what's supposed to happen. otherwise, we'd all be doing a whole lot of nothing.
one CAN MAKE things happen. yes, we can. why? cuz we're just trying to fulfil our needs (consume refined sugar, please) or feel useful and not like we're a waste of atoms and molecules. and, water. space.
i'm going to eat my twix bar. that's what i will make happen. after that, i'd rather not discuss my mental state.
i made absolutely no sense. blame it on my lust for all things made with sugar.
posted by shan at 2:10 PM
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