don't think i've forgotten about the seals cuz i still get sad when i think of all of their bloody carcasses littering the snow.

i also just recently found out that in the korean culture, it is often common to beat the dog before it is butchered. oh god....the thought of someone beating my little baby makes me so sad...

things to confirm: i hate being in new social situations where i don't know anyone. unless i am liquored up, i usually end up standing by the garbage can. i dunno why....i guess it's just coincidence that i notice i end up there. i am painfully shy. i sweat profusely until i acclimate myself to the situation. ew. i won't utter a word until someone speaks to me. usually that doesn't happen cuz i have a standoffish vibe.

i figured this all out cuz i today, i went to campus visit day at the Monterey Institute of International Studies. I spoke to no one. i liked my outfit though.