sentimental moods...
thank you for the sympathy from my 3 friends that read my blog. grace, eva, and joe. awesome. i mean that.
i'll save my hard drive so that one day, when i can afford it, i can extract my photos from there.
grace...i think i still have the cd of vietnam photos you gave me. i'll see.
my random thoughts:
it's funny how we end up with the people we should be with. i think. it does all end up working out in the end. i think...it just sucks how one person carries a torch, or was affected more by that brief time together than the other person. why does it always have to be this way...
it seems like it was just a glitch in the matrix, but not dejavu. you want to believe that it was special. i guess all that matters was that it was special to one person...kinda like how nic cage said at the end of the movie "adaptation". it didn't matter cuz it was "his"
Is that true?
you should be happy for people when they're happy and with the person they want to be with. yes. it was supposed to end up this way. otherwise, it would've ended up another way if it wasn't, right? i'm happy. you're happy. we're all happy.
YAY.
it's never personal....you can't be on everyone's agenda, you know? although i'd love to be. haha. not everyone is on my agenda either. unfortunately. how often have you said the line, "it's not you, it's me." but, you really mean it....the person is great, but they're just not for you.
it's never personal.
yes, i try to double convince myself that.
as i move forward, i can't help but turn with a sidelong glance and wonder....
well, let it be known. it was special to me.
and, i'm happy now.
i'll save my hard drive so that one day, when i can afford it, i can extract my photos from there.
grace...i think i still have the cd of vietnam photos you gave me. i'll see.
my random thoughts:
it's funny how we end up with the people we should be with. i think. it does all end up working out in the end. i think...it just sucks how one person carries a torch, or was affected more by that brief time together than the other person. why does it always have to be this way...
it seems like it was just a glitch in the matrix, but not dejavu. you want to believe that it was special. i guess all that matters was that it was special to one person...kinda like how nic cage said at the end of the movie "adaptation". it didn't matter cuz it was "his"
Is that true?
you should be happy for people when they're happy and with the person they want to be with. yes. it was supposed to end up this way. otherwise, it would've ended up another way if it wasn't, right? i'm happy. you're happy. we're all happy.
YAY.
it's never personal....you can't be on everyone's agenda, you know? although i'd love to be. haha. not everyone is on my agenda either. unfortunately. how often have you said the line, "it's not you, it's me." but, you really mean it....the person is great, but they're just not for you.
it's never personal.
yes, i try to double convince myself that.
as i move forward, i can't help but turn with a sidelong glance and wonder....
well, let it be known. it was special to me.
and, i'm happy now.
posted by shan at 4:41 PM
3 Comments:
glad to hear that you're happy! you are the most important person on your agenda, no matter what!
Cryptic blog entries... We're gonna need to talk over the phone. I'm HOME now!!
Hey girl! I wish that I could feel the same way about these kinds of situations as you do. I have yet to be "happy" or anywhere near it. You give me hope...
P.S You can be on my agenda if I can be on yours...
Cheers
J
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