debt and problems...

you know, i've never been in so much debt before in my life. it kinda sucks. it's a bit overwhelming, in fact. kinda makes me wanna throw up when i think about it.

but, if you just don't think about it....it doesn't exist! sweep it under the rug, and VOILA! gone...until i remember again.

kinda like people you've met that you just wanna pretend that you never ever even seen before in your life. the eternal sunshine memory erasing thing is a pretty cool thing.

some encounters with people are so surreal....may as well never have happened. in fact, it'd be much better that way. it honestly kills me how people just pass through our lives like it ain't no thang. most don't even wave good bye. assholes.

i love my cat, but the fact that she is still alive is costing me an arm and a leg. she had kidney failure about a month and a half ago and is part of the reason why my debt grows slowly and painfully and becomes the itch that you can never scratch....i fucking hate those. and, i've realized that the longer i've been out of school, the more retarded i have become. excuse my grammar and lame analogies.

it's time to wave good-bye.