crackhead shan was so distraught this week that she forgot that her flight was actually at 6:55 and not at 6:16, even though she purchased the ticket herself and even printed out the boarding pass. fun.


ipod on shuffle on the way home from practice at LAX. one of the greats came on and summed up my feelings for the week.

all apolgies-nirvana

"what else should i be
all apologies
what else should i say
everyone is gay
what else should i write
i don't have the right
what else should i be
all apolgies

in the sun
in the sun i feel as one
in the sun
in the sun
married
buried...."

and on and on it goes.

blue light by bloc party makes me want to stab myself, but it's such a gorgeous song.

a tribe called quest will have a show in berkeley. never seen 'em before. would like to get super stoned and go for old time's sake.

went to a funeral of a dude who was my age. stabbed to death. just had a son 2 weeks ago, and his father had recently passed away 2-3 months prior. there is no god. although it wasn't a good friend, it has still messed with me.

mood: confused
background music: pioneers - bloc party