i'm new

things i've discovered or realized about myself recently.

-i drop things a lot.

-after i drop things, i tend to pick things up with my toes so as not to hurt my back. i'm pretty good at picking things up with my toes.

-i'm more tolerant, yet the most intolerant i've ever been with people. i'm also super indecisive now since i've arrived home from japan a year ago.

-i attract people with a disease called diarrhea of the mouth.


hmmm..i think that's about it for now.


all i need is a fucking fan, and apparently, most stores in the bay area are sold out of them. I NEED A FUCKING FAN!!! it is so stinking hot....ew

i still have parisa's throw up on the passenger side window of my car. way to go, parisa.

more pictures of my antics and the new me. you know, i'm not sure why i carry a camera around with me everywhere. i'm starting to think it's kinda gay.

i had my girl, lieza cut my hair. this was a spontaneous decision, but the right one.

before...

i had been growing my hair out since i was 20 years old. time to let go of the past...

remember me?

the initial first cut. over 7 inches...

good bye

after...all ready to go out and do my thing. not too short, but short enough.

holly's second baby shower, the next day. we did the same thing two years ago with her first kid. parisa and i are one of the few in our group of girlfriends without kids. damn....

holly and her beautiful son, anthony.

me and parisa towards the end of saturday evening....in the bathroom taking pictures.

me and my friend, will. yes, will, you've made it into my blog. i'll miss you when you go away to japan....watch out now, it's a funky island.

and, that is all. the new and slightly improved shan.

mood: nostalgic, relfective
background music: Remember me as a time of day - explosions in the sky