i knew it....it was really a matter of counting the days until my best friend wouldn't be single anymore. I KNEW it was too good to be true....so, i knew that our time together was gonna be short. sigh....

the bastard has asked for her back. and, of course, she'll probably go back to him. understandable. aaaaaand, she'll stop calling me and discard me like the dispensable friend that i am. thanks.

in the end, all that matters is if you can go to sleep happy. you can lay your head on your pillow and just relax like toni tony tone sang....or however the fuck they spelled their goddamn name.

i can lay my head on my pillow with a huge grin.
i wonder if people with genital herpes can feel this way....nooooooope cuz they got a dirty little secret.....eeeewwwwwwwww

back is getting better. san jose tournament is this sunday on father's day. i NEED to take first place, despite the fact that i will be playing through pain. we'll see....this is the first tournament i will have to coordinate since it's my dojo's tourney. fun fun fun...for those of you who actually read this, we should make a bet! although i know i already owe someone for losing a bet...sigh...

mood-hmmm...blahzay blahzay.
background music- ask me anything by the strokes. "i've got nothing to say....i've got nothing to say..."

i realize i talk WAY too much sometimes.....but, at the same time, i've realized that i'm a very reserved and shy person.

WHAT THE FUCK???!!!


new on the husband list after keifer sutherland....michael owen(s?). another white man i wouldn't mind stripping......

my cousin told me i stank again today at practice. literally. fuck...i NEED to get a new one...