i'm officially badly injured. well, not officially by a doctor....yet. i can't walk sometimes. there seems to be a pinched something in my lower back. fuck me. 6 more months to go. i havn't trained this hard and come all this way to back down now.

i wish i could express myself with a drawing and post that or something. poetry is too personal. people would think i'm nuts. or, have a mood blog. people would know how i was feeling by the color that they saw on that entry.

colors with background music. that'd be neat.

well, right now, i see blue, purple, black....kinda like how my elbow looks.

background music: Peaceland by Nujabes
it's uplifting, spiritual, but a bit melancholic. well, that's my interpretation of it.

i know that i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be though.