all i want...
all i want is someone to kick it with sometimes, you know? i have a window of free time to go get something to eat before i work out, and my closest girlfriends are with their boyfriends.
what i need is someone to listen to me vent about how hard practice is and just to give me a reassuring hug that i can get through this. i know i can do it. i know i have to accept the path i chose....but, sometimes a reassuring hug does wonders.
this is my last world championships, and i don't feel i'm getting the support i need from the coaches. due to the budget (or lack of) they won't be able to fly us out every weekend. (duh...they should've thought of this beforehand...) we'd have our own regional practices every weekend whenever the whole team doesn't gather in LA. however, each sunday practice is supposed to get harder than the last (the ones in LA). i can't keep up. with the practices we have up here, there's no way i'd be able to keep up. that's what i'm complaining about....what can i do to be able to keep up?
because no one wants to listen to my bitching while eating a healthy sandwich at quiznos, i'm reduced to babbling on a blog that 3 people read.
i wake up at 6am to train every morning. i go to practice on mon/tues/thurs nights and the gym every off night. the time i do have free....i just wanna kick it. but, no one wants to cuz all my girlfriends are gay.
coach is gonna go down south this weekend to discuss what the fuck is going on with our practices for the members up north. i don't have a ticket. this may mean that i have a free weekend to myself. i'm not sure i want that cuz no one wants to kick it without their gay ass boyfriend.
pity party for one, please.
what i need is someone to listen to me vent about how hard practice is and just to give me a reassuring hug that i can get through this. i know i can do it. i know i have to accept the path i chose....but, sometimes a reassuring hug does wonders.
this is my last world championships, and i don't feel i'm getting the support i need from the coaches. due to the budget (or lack of) they won't be able to fly us out every weekend. (duh...they should've thought of this beforehand...) we'd have our own regional practices every weekend whenever the whole team doesn't gather in LA. however, each sunday practice is supposed to get harder than the last (the ones in LA). i can't keep up. with the practices we have up here, there's no way i'd be able to keep up. that's what i'm complaining about....what can i do to be able to keep up?
because no one wants to listen to my bitching while eating a healthy sandwich at quiznos, i'm reduced to babbling on a blog that 3 people read.
i wake up at 6am to train every morning. i go to practice on mon/tues/thurs nights and the gym every off night. the time i do have free....i just wanna kick it. but, no one wants to cuz all my girlfriends are gay.
coach is gonna go down south this weekend to discuss what the fuck is going on with our practices for the members up north. i don't have a ticket. this may mean that i have a free weekend to myself. i'm not sure i want that cuz no one wants to kick it without their gay ass boyfriend.
pity party for one, please.
posted by shan at 7:33 PM
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